I just wanna be okay today ...
smile.
relax.
Most kids wake up to a loving parent, or an alram clock. I wake up to a bloody nose and sprained wrist.
Most kids eat a healthy breakfast. I eat whatever I can if there is any.
Most kids have a different uniform everyday. I wear the same one.
Most kids have lots of friends. I might have one.
Most kids don’t get bullied day-to-day. I’m lucky to not get bullied three times a day.
When most kids get home their parents say hello and fix dinner. I get shoved against a wall and am unconscious for atleast an hour.
When most kids go to bed, they are snuggled warm under covers having wonderful dreams. I am laying on the floor beging to not wake up the next morning.Reblog if you are against child abuse.
were are the notes? this should have way more notes.
There are nights when I lay in bed and just cry. Cry because I know I’m not pretty, and I feel so unloved and alone in life. I have people that love me but for some reason I’m finding it harder and harder to be happy. I’ve become a master of smiling through the pain, and no one can actually see through the mask I put on to the unhappy girl on the inside. If someone would just realize that, I think it might actually make me happy again, knowing someone cares.
